And now..

..we are here - over in germany - home at last. Been here since 6 weeks and enjoying being here. Trying to get over the difficult weeks in scotland. My marriage nearly broke down and its hard to repair the pain which was caused on both sides. Not sure if we will make it but we are trying.. Have been staying away from the computer for a long periode as it didn't felt right being on it with my world in pieces. Slowly trying to rebuilt confedence in myself again. Taking one step at a time...