Still here...

If you are wondering I am still here - reading many blogs; too many at times as my DH would say. One of my aims for 2011 is to make more an effort to blog regulary and also to get the camera working again.

Merry Christmas to eveyone xx

And now..

..we are here - over in germany - home at last. Been here since 6 weeks and enjoying being here. Trying to get over the difficult weeks in scotland. My marriage nearly broke down and its hard to repair the pain which was caused on both sides. Not sure if we will make it but we are trying.. Have been staying away from the computer for a long periode as it didn't felt right being on it with my world in pieces. Slowly trying to rebuilt confedence in myself again. Taking one step at a time...

Today was a day best to forget about - me and the other half didn't saw eye to eye today and some time of the day was spend with just arguing with each other.


Better to remember nice times like N arriving nearly 6 years ago. Tommorrow is his birthday - 6 years of age. How times passes by...

N just a couple of minutes old. Sadly no home birth or even vaginal birth as he came to world by c-section and the first person to hold him was his dad as mummy was totally knocked out.

Rest in Peace

Poor darling Max died today.

Phil's beloved pooch of nearly 18 years of age. We will miss you...

And there he goes again...

Merry Christmas and a Happy New year to you all....

I know its late but better late than never. We had a very nice and quiet christmas and as a big surprise for the children Phil came home on New Years Eve. Since then we have had a very slow moving life. Due to the weather our car is still down at Phil's parents but we don't mind. If we go to church or the shop we take the sleigh with us so the children can sit down if they get tiered. It's weird to think my parents brought me the sleigh for my first birthday all this years ago. Will it last till my children have their children? We will see.

Unfortunatly by tommorrow we are back to just the three of us again as Phil has to go back to his work for another 3 months. It was lovely to have him back with us for the days and it has showed us how we want to live our life and what we are working towards in the long run. But for now we have to go back being seperate again but I know it will not be forever.

I really enoyed our slow life for the last week or so. I am thriving for having a simple life so decluttering is one big must this year as we have far to much stuff and I am feeling at times how I can't breathe underneath all the clutter around me. More about the changes I am hoping to achive in another post as its getting late and the little princess is still up while her brother snozzes happily upstairs. Night night for now...